- Reality
- Loneliness
- Lame
- Ugly
- Tears
- Fat
I am going to look in the freezer for ice cream.
I texted “Goodnight.”
The other person texted “Bye”
-______________________- GTFO
I am so over ASIANS they are to full of themselves, suck your own cockiness!
…that I will always be the friend, and you know what? I am always open for new friends, and if that is what they want then that is what I will be from now on. I have to accept reality. The only person I will date starting tonight is Jonathan Soto because I love him and he deserves the best.
No, not about you, not about anyone, but myself; yes I am selfish and what? I have come to realized that I can not go out and find a relationship, I have to wait for it to come to me, and I just have to keep being patient. Tomorrow I start my usual diet plan again because I feel like I have gained weight these past few weeks and I am not happy with the way my body looks, and you know what? I am going to do something about it for myself and not to get someones attention or impress someone. I need to start doing things for myself and not rely on others. This week is midterms and I need to get my head on the game, I am aiming for straight A’s, because I need to finish my first year at FIDM strong! I am thinking of changing my number so I don’t get distractions anymore from anyone, because that is what they are. I have to continue to follow my dreams, I have so much potential and so much support, but I slack off because I am to focused and stuck on people that should not matter because I obviously do not matter to them. This upcoming week looks like a good week and I hope it is. Also I am kind of bum that I did not continue my 52 Week Challenge for 2012, wah! But I sure did finish 2011, I am just to busy I guess, but I do tend to update my tumblr with my instagram pictures at the most. Anyways, I am still a dreamer, I constantly dream infinitely! And I will one day be famous for something, I am going to be an actor, designer, and Khloe Kardashian will be my friend, LOL.
XOXO
…you tend to over think things and put meaning on every single move they make. You overlook their flaws and try to pick out their good qualities instead of the bad. Everything about them suddenly becomes beautiful to you, and you learn to accept them no matter their imperfections. No matter what other people say, you’ll always have a good opinion of them. Just hearing their name, and you automatically think they will always be the best out of everybody.
(Source: mahalkitax3, via mattyasay)
I think it was because of @ikilledart IDK but enjoy my blog. I will one day be famous so keep that in mind. Okay bye now.
Please don’t turn out to be like the rest. So far you are the greatest! Where have you been all my life!? I like your sense of humor and personality. You can be fun and childish, but still be a mature person. Always making me giggle and going “Awh” with your cute text messages. Please don’t walk away from me anytime soon because I like you and I hope you like me too.
Your Goodnight calls, and your Good morning texts. I wish things like that could last forever, but it’s a limited edition kinda thing, sucks.
I feel like shit right now. I don’t know how, I’ve felt so motivated the last few days but right now I feel weak, like I can’t do it anymore. I started this journey, but it’s to much! It’s only me and my mom doing it and I don’t know, I just have to be patient. I could use some loving and cuddling right now. I guess what I am trying to say is that I need someone that I can run to and tell them all the stuff that’s going on in my head and my plans in life.