Make you feel some type of way.
No like eye color contacts.....
Oh, well why didn’t you say so? And yeah, just for fun and to see how I look in them.
This is me. I always lay in bed with my legs together like a baby and I just cry a river and ask myself this. I also ask myself “Why me?” “I don’t deserve this!” “Why does this always happen to me?”
November 4, 2013
My life has been on a non stop roller coaster ride for the past, uhmmm I wanna say 3 weeks and I am going crazy. I am 20 years old now and I still don’t understand how life works; I don’t think anyone does. Maybe no one will ever understand how life works. Well anyways, I have been feeling a whole bunch of type of feelings, my body is like over drowning in feelings, good and bad. I am the type of person that can be completely broken, yet joke around and make people laugh at the same time, but I am still easy to read and though I am laughing those around me know I am not okay.
I have now been an “Official” adult for the past 2 years and a half and I can most definitely say that I have learned a lot…..like a lot. Adult life seemed so much fun in the beginning, but it is actually extremely hard. As an adult you gotta do everything on your own. You gotta work, drive, clean, wash, pay bills, deal with people and more.
Uhmm so there was a point to this post but I just totally went off topic, hahaha
Everything happens for a reason, we meet people for a reason, and those reasons are all just life lessons, good and bad.
Now that I totally messed this post up I can go to sleep now, or at least try.